My first silk saree..

I got my first silk saree from my sister for her grahaprasvesam (house warming).. courtesy her mother in law.
My sister and my mom went to explore the kumaran silk and finally got one self double sided border orange colour saree which is atleast 6 meters....
just one week before my birthday i got the blouse stitched,, and i wore it ( more apt to say my mother tied it for me).. probably third time i'm wearing saree atleast as far i remember..

I can tie saree to others. but have hard time tying it on me.. very difficult u see that silk saree is very broad and lengthy. my mom some how managed to tie it with the help of pins..and as it was my birthday i went to temple.. u know the most uncomfortable i was with saree as usual.. my mom says unless u get used to u r going to suffer:-(..True yaar. i was wondering how people carry themselves well in saree. . it is impossible mission for me.. even my colleague(guy) says Padma u look so uncomfortable so better don't wear a saree. It was the first time i wore saree for ethnic day ( another horrible experience) the whole day i was sitting like a doll without doing any work.. and people said i'm behaving like a gal??????????@@@###### chalo back to the story..
that day in temple, i felt like every single soul is looking at me and laughing.. and i couldn't concentrate on my prayers..
rushed home and changed to salwar.. then i felt i'm back to normal:-) and taken an oath never to wear a saree in the near future:-)