Mixed emotions

New office.. New environment and new people..
It is human tendency to always compare the new things with the old things always.. Most of the times the old things seems to be good rather better as we get used to that..
also human tendency is to resist change and to and I'm no exception to that.even though at every point of my life I've been physically separated from my friends..

For eg.. I studied kindergarten in one school... Primary standards in one school, 6 to 10 in one school and higher secondary in completely different city. Everywhere I had to leave my previous schools friends and make new friends.even it happened in my college. My 1st friends and the remaining semester friends are different but still I had tried to stay in touch with all friends but it so happens that some of them loose touch...

in office also. When I get really close to my friends then they will eventually be separated from me:(.. But anyway I got used to it.. And I'm a person who takes very little time to speak and but hell a lot of time to get close with a person.. What to do.... I'm like that..

everything in the new place seems to be annoying... Every tissue of my body is resisting to accept the change...
during the first day when I was sitting idly , I felt like going to my previous office itself. believe.. there I was in my comfort level and here I don't know absolutely anybody.. The stupid friend friend of mine (erumai kada balaji) who had referred me.. Has moved to another office in the city (gunned).. They may or may not shift me to that office..
Some of the benefits of my old office are again and again coming into my mind..
Very flexible work timings my schedule but here I need to be here before 9:30.. And I can leave by 6.. (I reached home yesterday by 6:45 and didn't know what to do.. Couldn't bear the stupid mega serials my mom watched during that time. So sat with a novel to read..)..
No orkut here:(.. Really sad.. All my orkut friends will feel bad:(..But yahoo and rediff are there.. And I can access my mails.
Food is free here but no snacks on the middle only coffee, T or milk is available:(.. And no proper cafeteria sorts.. Only lunch and evening snacks at 6.45( my fellow colleague said it is not worth of staying os I have not tasted it yet) are available..Me longing for the hrs I had spend in kapi kadai / Gangothree eating delicious hot dogs/ sand wiches and pani puri.. I'm missing that...in fact my taste buds..
and the best part is the evening walk I had.. to reach those coffee shops..that was very pleasant when my rakhi brother was there as v used to discuss almost all the things on earth and obvious our views hardly match.. And after he left to onsite, went with my colleague friend.. Good and her ideas and mine usually doesn't mismatch but still talking useless things itself is a freedom:).. The most important thing was that the ambiance had lot of greens and me being a nature lover. Miss them a lot.. But what to do.. I can't go back there..
worst of all is I can't call to Cousin, friends and bro in Us :(.. From this office..
I knew all these things will happen anyway.. So just waiting for me to get used to this environment:).. Waiting for them to give me some work:)